im already starting to get sick and tired of feeling alone... no one to talk to yep, i could go make (lol) "friends" but that is hard do to my stupid shy, and quiet nature, ugh... yep even if i supposedly or w/e make a new "friend" i just think that im going to be annoying to them, plus when ever i do get along with someone theres really nothing for me to talk about with them since usually we hardly have anything in common besides video games (some), anime, and manga and anything other than that is just nope... well i can always talk to the very few people that i know from TAL or w/e but they are hardly on, and idk, seems like there hardly anything to talk about anymore (cries). Then there are my real life friends but idk a lot of them moved out and i think that the few that do drop by every now and then try to avoid me so i should just not give a shit about them, and out of all the people i know in real life i only talk to one since he's easy to talk to get a hold of... there is another person who is still out here where i live, but i dont know where he lives in town, plus i would feel awkward for he is in a different "class" than i am should we say lol plus he lives with a friend as far as i know which would make visits awkward too if i knew where my friend lives.... ah well w/e maybe i can somehow adapt to this stupid dsjklajldf..... well this didn't make much sense probably, but w/e they were just my random thoughts to myself....